四月花开

九

　　他终于回来。在十年以后。

　　他看到十年前那两堆沃新的黄土如今开满野花。热闹又繁华。

　　站在已经破败的那栋木屋面前。他听见有风穿越屋脊的清凉声音。如同轻轻穿越他铮直的脊骨。他终于还是没有打开那扇门。他丢失了那把回去的钥匙。握住那把生满了锈的铁锁，有沁心的冰凉。

　　又一阵风来。有细微的香。他回头看见那片还在的竹林。

　　漫天大雪。

　　四月。终于又见花开。

　　他听见自己空洞洞的心里有东西在开始轻轻碎裂的声音。

　　那压抑了十年的所有痛苦与哀伤，在他跪倒的那瞬间终于如镜片般一片片缓缓飞散开来……他沉默倒下，却如此清晰的看见那每一个画面。他如此明白，到最后，他都逃不开。

　　黑暗涌上来的那一刻，他听见夏小诺清亮忧伤的歌声里，穿着那条白色百褶裙的田安西寂然转身，然后不见……

　　If only you could see the tears

　　in the world you left behind

　　If only you could hear my heart

　　just one more time

　　Even when I close my eyes

　　There's an image of your face

　　And once again I come to realize

　　You're a loss I can't replace

　　Soledad

　　It's a keeping for the lonely

　　since the day that you were gone

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　In my heart you were the only

　　and your memory lives on

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　Walking down the streets of Nothing Ville

　　Where our love was young and free

　　can‘t believe just what an empty place

　　it has come to be

　　I would give my life away

　　if it could only be the same

　　Cause I can't still the voice inside of me

　　That is calling out your name

　　Soledad

　　It's a keeping for the lonely

　　Since the day that you were gone

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　In my heart you were the only

　　And your memory lives on

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　Time will never change the things you told me

　　after all we're meant to be

　　love will bring us back to you and me

　　If only you could see

　　Soledad

　　It's a keeping for the lonely

　　Since the day that you were gone

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　In my heart you were the only

　　And your memory lives on

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　It's a keeping for the lonely

　　Since the day that you were gone

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

　　In my heart you were the only

　　And your memory lives on

　　Why did you leave me

　　Soledad

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